Hunkered down.

I am trying to find something to take my mind off of the pain.
That's right.
My head hurts so bad, today I feel like punching a wall.
And you read that right as well, I could honestly punch one.
That is if I had enough energy to do so.
But I am too busy nursing this head of mine.
I am in probably the worst pain I've been in a very long time.
I took some pills this morning at work and well, they didn't work.
I even came home a laid down thinking that was the trick because normally it is.
But it was the wrong pills.
D is at the store as we speak buying me exactly what I need.
Nothing works when it comes to a headache like this other than Benadryl.
Those are some serious punch pills. They knock me out, every time.
But they work and I am at that point where it's a must to take.

So... I cannot decide if it's the weather, with the ton of pollen that's out.
Or that fact that at the BBQ this Sunday I had not one but two canned sodas.
Or if it's stress.
I can't fix the pollen outside. It's pretty bad.
But I can fix the soda and stress.
Especially the soda...
I know we've talked about this before.
And I said I wasn't going to drink it anymore.
Well every month a little thing called PMS happens and I crave it.
And so I cave. Not always, but most of the time it's the only time I want a soda.
So I end up having one which is why I cave. And that leads to another one.
Which is WAY more than I drink with soda's cause I don't normally drink them.
So I am going to not drink them again.
I know I said that before but trust me when I tell you this, its just not worth it.
Honestly, I'm not stressed so it's the soda.
Its just not worth it.

Okay rant over.

I created this layout this past weekend.
I love this new photo of A.
It's the day of her birthday party and she was all smiles!
It was a good party.


I used the May kit from CMK for this layout.

I was the first person in the gym this morning. Believe that!
I wasn't running in there, but firmly believe that going before work is
the best thing for me.

Ah. My head is finally calming down. The punching wall thing, going away.
All I can say is thank goodness for Benadryl.