Rehab

I don't remember if I've shown this video or not but I like it a lot.
I like it because you know my boy, Justin is a complete and utter hottie....
and of course Rhianna is very beautiful too..



I really like the video though. I like the lyrics. I love Justin Timberlake {but don't tell anyone..} It's just a really catchy tune. I know that this song isn't a Christian one and I don't own any secular music but I do find myself going on to MSN and checking out what's being played on the top 100. I love music. And music of all kinds. So forgive me if I offend anyone listening or seeing this video, you don't have to click on it if you don't want to watch it. And honestly I didn't post it cause of all the traffic about Rhianna's life, to me that's personal... Again, I just like the lyrics, beat, and video.

Well I went in for the "other" job interview. Not workin' out.
They want me from 3pm-8pm and well that's just not going to do it for me
and my family.
So Starbucks here I come. Although while in my interview she
said something that struck me..
She said that I'd go far. That I am a hard worker and probably would
bypass a lot of people because of it.
Interesting.
I worked for her for a week once because they didn't have enough employees.
It was an easy job and I enjoyed it actually.
But you never think you have impacted someone like that until they tell you.
I never really thought much about jobs.
I just do them, do them right, and that's that.

Speaking of all of this.
I have decided to go back to school.
Believe that?
I know its a total *GASP* moment because well.
School+Elizabeth?
LOL. That is just funny in itself.
But.. I am 40 and I look at life a lot differently now.
I think I am ready.
But more than anything I know I am finally
ready to do what I've always wanted to do.
That which I should of done a long time ago...
I am pretty stoked about it!

I haven't been sleeping well.
My dreams are plaguing me to no extent and I am unsettled.
Dreams are interesting things I must say.
They provide a window into a place where in reality you cannot go.
Sometimes that is a good thing and sometimes not so much.
I do like being able to go into the airport and play out the scene.
That's what my dream was about. I flew and met a friend at an airport.
Interesting.
Anyway. I'd like to be able to actually sleep deeply...

I also {for those that want to just see what I'm creating} scrapped
last night! It felt so good to be able to get stuff out and play with it.
I love the new Studio Calico kit a lot and the colors are fun, bright,
and truly right up my alley! I am not finished with it yet but can give you
a glimpse soon.

I can hardly believe we are that close to moving into our very first home.
That feels so surreal.
It so magical.
So stressful.
So wonderful.
So exciting.
It's just amazing. But I truly wish that Dayv was here to share it with me.
It's a shame that I get to experience this while he is away on deployment.

I think I am going to actually start packing stuff today.
I have boxes that Lori brought over but they've been
just sitting here.
My week was interesting and busy.
And honestly I had other fish to fry.
What a HUGE range of emotions this week.

But I realized something about myself.
I live my life on the edge.
I like it that way.
And you know what?
I need something in my life that's going to meet that edge.
I cannot sit idle like this I have to release it.
I live in the moment.
Therefore I need to channel those moments.
I am not sure what those plans are, or where God will lead me
but I am a boat jumper and will jump anytime, anywhere,
with anyone who's willing.
Act now, think later!
It isn't always the best course but it is how God wired me.
So I am going to take full advantage of it, and find that outlet.

Well folks. I hope your day is filled with as much sunshine and joy!