That is what today was.
What a world-wind of activity.
In the blink of an eye my day is gone...
But it was huge with anticipation for sure.
Today was new home orientation
and to be honest with you, as exciting as it was,
it was even more stressful.
What an amazing day.
Buying a home is no joke.
But thankfully Lori came with me, asked all the right questions
and it really went well with them explaining things.
I am just feeling a little overwhelmed.
On another note, I've got some inner struggle going on.
I am seriously struggling inside.
Sometimes I do not understand why certain things happen to me.
How I get placed in predicaments that make me struggle.
And you know what? I fail every single time.
I am so ashamed. And I am not really strong.
I thought I was strong but I realize that I am not.
I feel like I fail in my faith every single time I get placed in these predicaments.
I feel awful. Like I've failed the test...
Please pray for me.
What a world-wind of activity.
In the blink of an eye my day is gone...
But it was huge with anticipation for sure.
Today was new home orientation
and to be honest with you, as exciting as it was,
it was even more stressful.
What an amazing day.
Buying a home is no joke.
But thankfully Lori came with me, asked all the right questions
and it really went well with them explaining things.
I am just feeling a little overwhelmed.
On another note, I've got some inner struggle going on.
I am seriously struggling inside.
Sometimes I do not understand why certain things happen to me.
How I get placed in predicaments that make me struggle.
And you know what? I fail every single time.
I am so ashamed. And I am not really strong.
I thought I was strong but I realize that I am not.
I feel like I fail in my faith every single time I get placed in these predicaments.
I feel awful. Like I've failed the test...
Please pray for me.
4 comments:
I am so sorry you are having a hard time! hang in there honey *hugs*
Thoughts and prayers!
Awww, I love ya, girl! I always remember what our pastor says "the devil doesn't worry about tormenting the unsaved but the saved"
Stay strong and in devotion with Him :)
BIG HUGS!!!
Girlie, I am sad to hear that you are struggling... but I believe I know that feeling myself. Take a huge breath and know that He has your back!
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